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Dennis Mills's avatar

It will be two years in March since I quit drinking. I had been diagnosed with cancer at the back of my tongue. The idea of drinking after going through the radiation and chemo to get better seemed like pouring gasoline on a fire. Lucky for me, the radiation killed my taste buds, and alcohol did not taste right.

The cancer is clear, and my tastes are coming back, but the whiskey is getting dusty. At one point after the treatments, I ended up in hospital because my immune system was so compromised by the treatments. As it was hard to eat, I started to realize how the painkillers had taken over. So I had to quit those too. It wasn’t easy, but I knew the alternative was not acceptable.

Two years before the cancer, I had a triple bypass. So I’ve had my share, but thank my lucky stars that I live in Canada, where the costs for all these treatments were covered.

I have a couple substacks where I explore these health challenges. Thank you for your posts.

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Katie MacBride's avatar

Congrats on two years and being cancer free! (And for living in Canada, lol!)

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Tara Y's avatar

Medical PTSD is so real and so under-discussed. I am glad to have delay with chronic health issues in my 30s versus your 20s when everyone expects you to be sort and having the time of your life. Thanks for your bravery in sharing this story.

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Katie MacBride's avatar

Thanks, Tara! Chronic health issues are never easy, but it is extra challenging when your entire peer group is living it up and you can barely get out of bed.

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Arne Leon's avatar

Testify! Sister ♥

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Paul Crenshaw's avatar

Thanks for sharing this. Two cancer surgeries last year, and I still flinch when I see a needle.

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Allison Taylor Conway's avatar

Thank you for sharing your experience and thoughts on this topic. It's extremely relevant and helpful to me at this time.

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Katie MacBride's avatar

I’m glad it was helpful. Feel free to DM if you ever want to chat privately about this stuff—I know how hard it is to find people who really understand

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Cheryl Armstrong's avatar

Well done, Katie. What a terrible trauma, and what a clear picture I now have of your frightening experience.

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JeannineBee9's avatar

Such an important conversation starter- thanks so much. I just started PT after my fifth bladder surgery. The Physical Therapist actually started to cry while I was describing my medical history while doing the initial intake. It was surprising but also a validation of what I've gone through. I've been sober since '91 and discovered that I'm also allergic to opioids after my first surgery. My HP has quite a sense of humor. All the best.

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