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Kimberly Kearns's avatar

As someone with late diagnosed ADHD and two teenagers with the disorder I appreciate this! One thing though - not everyone in recovery can tolerate being put in a stimulant after getting sober. Speaking from personal experience, I was put on methylphenidate for my ADHD in the first year of sobriety - which similar to you, is when I realized what I had been dealing with for most of my life. But I quickly learned that I could achieve a high/ quick dopamine rush if I took a pill and a half. I convinced myself it was fine - since ya know, it was my script. 1.5 pills soon became 2 pills. Then I started dipping into my son’s stash. Long story short, it was not fine and I found myself on the same path I was on with my drinking - hiding, sneaking and searching for the escape. Anyway, this is just one cautionary tale from one sober person. We are all different 🙃

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Most of the time, I see people with ADHD or other mental health conditions using substances to self-medicate. People with ADHD often describe their minds like rush-hour traffic—lots of thoughts, impulses, and ideas all happening at once, but without the internal “traffic lights” that are supposed to regulate what moves and what stops. It’s not that the brain is too fast—it’s that the regulation system isn’t working properly.

Because of that internal overwhelm, some people turn to stimulants (amphetamine, meth, cocaine) to give their body enough activation to “keep up,” while others turn to depressants (benzos, opioids, alcohol, marijuana) to slow the mental traffic down. The problem is that unlike prescribed medications, substances don’t offer consistent or controlled dosing, so the imbalance gets worse over time and creates more problems. And while certain medications can take a couple of weeks to reach full effect—especially non-stimulant meds—street drugs don’t provide that stability. Your point about the alternative being worse is a hard truth that many people don’t want to acknowledge.

There’s also the classic “chicken or the egg” issue: Which came first? Did the mental health condition exist before substance use (leading to self-medication)? Did the symptoms appear during substance use as a result of the substance’s effects? Or did they show up afterward as long-lasting changes, substance-induced disorders, or part of ongoing PAWS? This makes assessment difficult, but it’s an important conversation for people in recovery to understand.

This is a really good post, and it’s incredibly helpful for people in recovery. Keep up the good work!

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